I don’t understand what you want from me. I’ve had such a shit day/week. Exams are really getting me down, I’m stressy & really struggling to stay positive. That’s never been a problem for me before. I’ve always been able to stay cheerful and happy. But today, I honestly couldn’t muster a smile or a positive thought. That scares me a little. I know everyone has shitty days but I’ve always been able to work through it. The icing on the cake was your grossly insensitive comments. I always put my trust in the wrong people. I always put my energy and love and care into the wrong people. I’m always exhausted.